I feel your discouragement. I live in Florida, but I am fortunate at least in that I am a fully transitioned, postop, trans woman. My two biggest fears are that I will lose the source of HRT, which is provided out of state at the moment and the bathroom bill. I think there is a better than even possibility I will end up a political prisoner. As an anatomically correct woman who is passable, there is no way you would catch me dead in a men’s bathroom. But the state of Florida has just criminalized my use of the bathroom that not only matches my gender, but my external sex characteristics because I was born AMAB. Eventually, someone will call me out and turn me in I suspect. I am beginning to understand how it feels to be a critic living in Russia calling out Putin’s Illogical autocratic policies. I am caught in the same dilemma.